I’m glad I met you, but I don’t ever want to see you again. I know I’m going to feel so much better after I get this all of my chest, to you. I really hate you with all that I am. I refuse to push myself through another miserable summer with you, because your so far from faithful. You are the epitomy of a piece of shit, and I’m well aware that I deserve better. When I think about you, I literally get sick to my stomach. This relationship has actually taken a toll on me, and the only good thing that I’ll be able to take from it, is that I will now know right from wrong, and how I need to be treated. I was dealt a shitty deck of cards, but I know I’m at fault too. I enabled you, over and over again. I’m getting physically sick, because of you. You’ve completely trashed me. I didn’t do this to myself. Getting past you will most deffinetly be difficult, however it’s what’s truely best for me. I want to be ablew to enjoy my summer with my friends, and people who genuinely love me, but with you here, I know I won’t be able to do that. We had big plans for us, together, and it’s actually sad the way things have turned out. You continuously get upset, and tell me your going to change, because you can feel me slipping, but I give it two days and your back to the same ol’ bullshit. To think i’ve put up with that for over a year now makes me wonder, can you even fathom what you’ve done to me? I feel wrong putting the blame entirely on you, but you are th reason that I’ve become this. I can’t even tolerate being around my family. So many things that are actually right and functional in my life, I can’t even see because you’ve convinced me that things are supposed to be the way you tell me. I don’t feel comfortable around a single person, because of the insecurities you’ve introduced me to. You are the most manipulative human being I have ever come across, and I hope to god I can find the strength to walk away from you for good. You are not a good person, andyouhave ruined me.
Last night my horoscope lead me to believe that you weren’t okay, if that makes any sense. That’s why I texted you. I didn’t actually care, we’ve both given up on each other.
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